Sleeping pills have stopped working completely.
Life has gotten worse over the last month.
See if I had the balls to do something instead of shitting myself thinking id mess up.none of this would be happening.
I deleted all data from all projects I ever had today..games I half made, books that I wrote 3 chapters for, some songs I had the music for but no words and more importantly the game that was done..the one that was getting published because it looked good. The one I told some people about but not a lot incase they didn’t like it. It’s gone now..
I suppose its a fresh start
Lets not be worthless this time